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Teapot Thoughts
Aug. 21st, 2008
11:40 pm - Toast is nothing compared to you
I love knowing that even if i can't totally cheer you up, I can usually at least make you smile and laugh.
<3 <3
Pleased.12:47 am - Purchases ^.^
I went to walmart tonight with Kait to get stuff I need for school in Sept, and for moving out. Exciiiiiiiiiting. The buying and finding that is, haha, not totally the moving out. I now have everything scattered over my floor, because clearly it needs to be looked at again once it's been brought home.
For the first time in my life, i own a hair dryer. ANNNNNNNNNND cutlery, haha.
I carried almost everything home in the rubbermaid tub; we walked from walmart, haha.
good night though ^_^ got my chumby workingggggggg, and got all this shizzzzz. BATMAN SHEETS, were clearly the purchase of the night. I'll go to sleep happy every night that i fall asleep on those babies. They better be the damn right size for my bed. I couldn't find the size of the beds anywhere on Dal's website.
annnnnnnnnnnnyway! work tomorrow and then tearing adam away from Mass Effect so that he can love me like he should.
GOOD NIGHT
Happy.Aug. 11th, 2008
02:06 pm - Off.
Something's wronnggg.
Something's missing.
I'm sick of all my music.
Something is not right.
Wish I knew what.
Aggitated.Jul. 23rd, 2008
08:15 pm - So I was on the bus today...
and these two sceney girls came on with a mopey i wear too many chains and self spike my sweater gothboy. And when they got off the bus I saw that the gothboy had spelled out PUPPET on the back of his black hoodie, in pyramid studs, and I thought: "Wow, compelling social argument."
fgttool.
Amused.Jun. 18th, 2008
02:08 pm - headkeys.
Weird and annoying things going on. I wanna just vent but it doesn't seem like a good idea.
Hopefully by tomorrow I'll be calm and happy. We'll see. Tomorrow won't be the conclusion of everything though...
I can't believe my stomach flip flopping lately.
I had the weirdest naptime dreams this morning. So strange.
oooooooooooooooh my.
talk about vague, but this made me feel better.<3
Uneasy.Jun. 14th, 2008
10:15 pm - Graduation Day
Today was grad ceremony. I almost cried when Tarek and Matt rapped. I almost cried when the fighter pilots played. I definitely destroyed my makeup with tears when joni made his valedictorian speech, but some of those were certainly due to laughter. It was an amazing ceremony.
I was awarded the "R. Allen Finley Prize for appreciation of English literature" and got an amazing copy of the Canterbury Tales. I also got to accept the House Cup on behalf of Glooscap; I felt so proud! haha, yeah, i know, it's dorky. And then, I recieved, as well, a school letter, like those cheesy letters on "letter jackets", for my contributions to the school. Dad counted, and out of 71 graduates, they only gave out 16 letters. Jessica came to the ceremony tooo, and i love her for ittt. I know it was fairly long and boring, but it was definitely meaningful and i loved having her there. I hope you're reading this, and no, i'm not just sucking up, haha.
I'm content right now. my only worry is that some of the wonderful people i associated with for three years won't keep in touch. But i'll try and be sad about that later.
and as i just said to kait, i feel proud and accomplished, but still clueless in the long run =)
Pleased.May. 10th, 2008
03:13 pm - Happy Happy
I had the greatest day yesterday =) I finished my chem exam, and it went amazingly. Then I didn't even have to take the bus home, and I went to meet Kait. We went to Sea Gulps, looove, and played Connect Four, ahah, it was awesome. Then we went to get Chayne and Shawn who I haven't seen in AGES, and who i looooove. Lots. Then we went to McDonalds and had a gud lunch, THEN
THHEENNN
We went to the carnival ^_^
Chayne and I went on the zipper, and then we all took Shawn on the gravitron for his virgin ride. Wheeee.
After that we went back to EP and played on the playgrounds, haha. It was bommmb. Then Adam and Brenden came down and joined our game of grounders. There were some friggin epic moments. What an amazing day. I just love those people to death.
Then, to top it all off, Kait and I got snacks, a video game, and chilled at her house.
Gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood day =D
Happy.May. 1st, 2008
03:06 pm - Seems wrong, somehow.
I'm spending Beltaine alone, cooped up in the house, studying a man who got erections from public speaking.
working.Mar. 24th, 2008
06:30 pm - Hum...
I'm Lonely.
And i'm going crazy only having girls to hang out with lately.
Feb. 28th, 2008
04:10 pm - Crap.
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhg.
upon having a nap and thinking about it, i would have to revise my opinion from earlier. yes, i am fucked.
or at least, i'm on my way to fucking things up, and i don't want to do that when i've been doing so well lately.
a boy likes me. i used to like him, but then i made myself get over it. last night he invited me over and i went to see if i still had any feelings for him. we got high and made out and cuddled, but no. i do not have feelings for him. nor do i really want to take him to prom, which i kinda feel like i've been pressured into accepting.
now how do i get out of this with the least amount of sounding-like-a-douche on my part?
i actually can't figure it out...
on a personal level devoid of any element that affects others, i can't fall back. and i'm so very in danger.
dear person hovering on the edge of my life: i can't wait for thursday, you're such a breath of fresh air.
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